Full Circle

On the one hand some not so good things have been going on, but on the other hand I think it’s going to be all right. Things always have a way of working out one way or another

This month I lost the income of two room-mates, but I made my last car payment last month and my second job (Papa John’s) is always willing to work with me when I need some extra hours.

I am probably at my heaviest ever, but now I feel like doing something about it. Usually, I just complain and don’t bother working on it. I just got some work out equipment that I am putting up in my bedroom and I’m really excited about it.

I told a fella that I am liking him, but it appears that he doesn’t feel the same. That’s ok though. I mean he’s cool and all that, but it’s his loss. I’ll do just fine with some more single time, or as a friend of mine says “Phuk-em gurl, phuk-em!!!!”

Last year at this time I was on the brink of financial ruin, I was drinking my way past a nasty break up, and I started putting on some extra poundage. This year my bills are getting paid, I am working on getting buff, and I am looking forward to a summer of meeting new people.

What a difference a year makes!!

I KISSED A BOY.......

And I want to do it again!!!!!!

It was about 2 months ago, and we had been out having a couple drinks. He was wearing a shiny watch that I decided needed to be on my wrist rather than his. When we left and were outside the club he asked for it back. I told him that he’d have to give me a kiss if he wanted “my new” watch. He was a little hesitant since there were straight people around, so I gave my bauble to him and said that I would take a rain check on the kiss.

He went home………and I headed home. On my way I decided that, since it was now 10 minutes later, it was a good time to cash in my rain check and headed to his house to collect. Let me just say……THE MAN CAN KISS!!! Afterwards, being the sweet and chaste saint that I am, I went home and took my butt to bed.

If you know me……..then you know that sometimes I’m a little slow to act. I should have chased his pretty ass down the very next day!!! Needless to say I didn’t. Over the next month we had many conversations without even the slightest mention of what had happened that night. Then finally one night we were talking and he said that he had felt like he was taking advantage by kissing me when I was tipsy (actually he used the word “drunk”, but for my retelling of it I prefer “tipsy”). Anyway………….just between you and me……………I can be an out right stank ass hoe!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been known (in my younger years (2000-2004) to do some acts in public that I would generally only do in the bedroom……….so it floored me to think that someone felt as if they had taken advantage of me. Again I should have acted right then………but, still being sweet and chaste I waited another month.

We had our first date on Easter, dinner and a movie. We went out again last night, again it was just dinner and a movie but I still had a nice time. I wish I would have gotten a goodnight kiss when he dropped me off……….maybe I should tell him that he owes me one and then go collect on it………